I don't have the energy to get on here and share what has been happening here, because repeating it on here just seems to remind myself how frustrated and upset I am with the way things are going. We are still admitted in Columbus, this is the 5th day. Sometime soon, maybe tonight, I will fill you all in on what's been going on, but right now I just want to sleep all day. So in lieu of an update, I simply ask that you pray for us extra today. We really need it.
Please pray for Addison's continued beautiful spirit throughout this ordeal. God gave her this amazing ability to endure any hardship and trial with a smile on her face and it's what honestly keeps me going. If she can do it, I can do it.
Please pray for her growth, and that her little body will reveal the problem to us. Pray for the doctors around her, we expect so much of them and rely on them to do the right things for her.
Finally, pray for me - its very difficult to spend so much time alone in a hospital and in a city away from home. Its a struggle to be strong for her, stand up for her, and most of all its hard to choke back anger because we cannot control what is happening to her. I'm having a harder time than usual today. I saw Adam and the girls yesterday for a couple of hours and saying goodbye again left me emotional and heartbroken.
So any extra prayers you could send up, are very much appreciated.... as I know they are being heard by our awesome and mighty God.
"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go."